STAND STILL

So many days I wake up knowing what I need to do, but not motivated to do them. I sit and star at the wall and wonder what is my game plan for today, tomorrow, or my future. And the funny part about it is I will put together a game plan and put it on paper even and somewhere within the next couple of days or weeks something will happen and that game plan that I had will explode and is no more.
I'm stuck. What just happened? What do I do now?

And for several minutes several hours even I am caught up into myself and what should I do? Then I call on my Heavenly Father to remove me from this place in time that I am stock in. I talk to God and I listen to uplifting gospel music. I remember that God is with me always and he will never leave me. He is my source and provides me with all I need, with him I have peace and hope to accomplish more.
 (Romans 15:13 (NIV) I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.)

I have a hard time being still and it never dawned on me until now that my plans seem to always blow up when I'm trying to busy myself with too many things, instead of staying focused on the thing(s) that the Spirit of God has lead me to do.

My lesson learned here is that when I find myself going down a path that causes me to be too busy, to stop, be still, and ask if I should be doing it and listen. LISTENING IS VERY IMPORTANT!

I serve a GREAT GOD! An AWESOME GOD!
(Philippians 4:13 (NIV) I can do all things through him who strengthens me.)